I wish I had never fallen for you.

I love how I’m not good enough for you anymore.
I love how you only talk to me when I talk to you.
You’re supposed to be one of my closest friends, not someone you just know and talk to once in a while.

This always happens.

Sigh. 

My chest literally hurts. I’m so heartbroken and you just keep doing this to me. I just want things to be better.
I want to stop hurting.
I want to be happy again, with you.
I miss your voice, the way you said my name, the way you sang to me.

I want that back. 

I can’t help but feel like a lousy friend when you can’t even tell me what’s wrong and you act like nothing’s happening.

I know something’s happening. I thought you trusted me. Apparently not.

I want to sleep forever.
I don’t even want to wake up as long as I’m near them. 

I just want to go home.